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[May. 14th, 2004|10:58 pm] |
Oh! My! God! (that's an inside joke).
I am in love!!!!!!!!! I can not believe this!
I have somehow managed to find the sweetest, most beautiful, most romantic girl in the entire world! WOW! Emphasis on the romantic part... she is like my romantic equal.
Anyone that cries when you get them a dozen roses and RUNS through the hallway to embrace the moment they see you and treats every moment you spend together like it is truly amazing (and it is), is a one-of-a-kind person. I can't believe I've found her.
Everyone, can you believe it? I'm truly happy, from the bottom of my heart. Wow. That's all I can say.
I! cant! stop! smiling!
I love you.
-Brian |
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[May. 11th, 2004|05:50 pm] |
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Whew, it's been a good week, but a long one.
I am halfway done the AP exams, thank god. Today was Psych, and it wasn't that bad, but it was definitely a little grueling, especially the essays (the ones I'm not supposed to talk about for 48 hours, haha).
Work has been OK. Life has been really good. I've been tanning and working out. I think that's about the synopsis of my life.
I'm going to post something in a minute, but otherwise, that's all! (how simple!)
-B
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I'm going to paint my picture. Paint myself a blue and red and black and grey. All of those colours are very meaningful...
If I knew Picasso, I would buy myself a grey guitar and play.
Believe in me, cause I don't believe in anything.... and I wanna be something...
She'll believe
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[May. 7th, 2004|12:55 pm] |
Whew, it's been a long time since I've written an entry! I have been busy busy busy.
I've been working a lot on music lately. Justin is back in Maryland, and he's here to stay! This means that we are going to be able to work almost nonstop on music for the next few months. I showed him a few songs that I'd written, and he was quite impressed, as I was with the material he showed me. This is going to be really awesome.
Also, I've been doing a lot of stuff for the magazine, which is all going to culminate with its release on May 16. I'm getting the opportunity to do a bunch of instrumentals, etc. It's going to be absolutely awesome.
What else? Oh, "mom" started telling me about this person, how sweet she was, how kind and cute she was, etc., and that I had to meet her. So that day, she had her record for the magazine, so I just kinda sat there and got a feel for her; she was as amazing as Ma' had said! I was a little surprised, actually, because I'm not used to other people making suggestions for me in terms of romance. So... I wrote her a note. Just told her that she seemed really sweet, etc.
She was blown away.
So yes, just that easily, I had completely impressed someone beyond words. It was a great feeling.
Last weekend I went all over town with Raquy and we actually ended up at a beautiful lake in Columbia that has been one of my favourite places in the world for years. It's so peaceful and serene there.
I've been exercising a lot lately, too. By a lot I mean at least a mile a day on an inclined track machine. It's been extremely healthy for me... I feel so good after I exercise.
Tuesday and Wednesday are the Big Bad AP Tests, but I'm not too nervous... I already have 9 credits from two past courses, and these (Art History and Psychology) are just going to be icing on the cake for me, if I get credit at all for them. So, with that having been said, I don't have too much to worry about.
Unfortunately, I have to work Saturday, even though I tried to find any tech in the district to take Mel's place. Oh well. I think I'll probably leave early, anyway.
Outside of that, there isn't too much going on. I'll try to update again tonite. I hope everybody has a good weekend!
Love,
-Brian |
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[Apr. 28th, 2004|08:47 pm] |
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Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss me, love,
Just one kiss, kiss will do.
Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss me, love,
Just one kiss, kiss will do.
Why death?
Why life?
Warm hearts?
Cold darts?
Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss me, love,
I’m bleeding inside.
It’s a long, long story to tell
And I can only show you my hell.
Touch, touch, touch, touch me, love,
Just one touch, touch will do.
Touch, touch, touch, touch me, love,
Just one touch, touch will do.
Why me?
Why you?
Broken mirror?
White terror?
Touch, touch, touch, touch me, love,
I’m shaking inside.
It’s that faint, faint sound of the childhood bell
Ringing in my soul.
Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss me, love,
Just one kiss, kiss will do
What an exhausting week already. No wonder I'm not coming in on Friday. It's been hellishly long, and I think I've gotten a combined total of like four hours of sleep these last two days. I'm being working my ass off for lit-mag, and I know it's totally going to pay off, but I am so exhausted. Anyway, that's all. I'll write more soon... hopefully I'll get some damn free time.
Love, -B |
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| Out of the cradle, Endlessly rocking |
[Apr. 22nd, 2004|08:04 am] |
Diamonds in the sunset
Now your time has come
Pretty yellow bird, fly away
Into the sun
DON'T LOOK DOWN!
Spread your broken wings
Learn how to fly
Take the diamonds from the sun
Wipe the tear from your eye
DON'T LOOK DOWN!
When the candles burn down
Worlds turn to stone
That's when you've got to fly
Fly away home...
DON'T LOOK DOWN!
Well, I have decided. The greatest album of all time, probably without a doubt in my mind, is "Out of the Cradle." It's pure genius. I'm still trying to create my own "Out of the Cradle." The problem is that the album took six years to record. I don't want that!
So yeah, there was a kiss yesterday. Wow. Pretty good stuff...
Um, yeah. That's all I'm gonna say for now. :-)
Uh, what else? I get my car back tomorrow, hopefully! YES, I AM SO EXCITED! I am going to kiss that car so many times. Replace car with _______ . Lol, Ok, I'm done.
Talk to you soon.
-B |
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[Apr. 20th, 2004|01:53 pm] |
Hey everyone,
Sorry I haven't updated in a while... it's been a busy several days. I have been working my ass of on the new single, "Mind Candy," which will be released commercially May 18th. Very exciting stuff... I've gotten the biggest reception to this song of any that I've ever done. It's arguably the greatest song I've ever written, so I feel good about that. This could be a very exciting thing, because of course the single is immediately going to lead to another album, and I'm scheduled to do an album with Justin, so that could mean THREE albums in eight months. Holy shit!
Also, my personal life is kinda picking up. Stuff might be happening! Who knows? I'm going to play it by ear.
I'll write more tonite.
Love you!
-B |
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[Apr. 18th, 2004|10:02 pm] |
Well, I had one of the greatest and most productive weekends in my entire life.
The big thing was that, after an extensive conference call, I was able to cut loose on recordin today, and in as raspy a voice as possible. It turned out AMAZING. I have 9 clapping tracks, 2 bongos, and a set of Indian Tabla Drums in addition to five guitars, drums, bass, background vocals, tambourine, shakers, ukulele, piano, and an organ track. It's just amazing. It took me more than 600 takes to get this far, and I'm still going to add more to it. I love this fucking song.
Anyway, outside of that, I saw Kill Bill, which fucking sucked, and that's about it. I'm heading to bed...
Love you,
-B |
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[Apr. 15th, 2004|06:59 pm] |
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You're my...
MIND candy
Hey everybody...
Today was a pretty fun day... really long, despite the 2 hour dismissal. I spent a lot of time recording today. I've been working on some ideas in my head, and finally I decided to develop one into a song called "Mind Candy," which I'm donating to the Meade Lit Mag as its title song. Outside of that, I might be inking a deal with amBiguous City Records in the next month that would lead to a huge pressing of my next album. I'm fucking psyched. This would also give me an opportunity to tour extensively. Hopefully all will work out well. I don't want to get too involved.
In addition, it looks like my website might be getting a huge overhaul by Bus15 Media Productions, which would be very, very cool.
Also, I have no fucking clue how to setup a goddamned network.
And it was really cool that Christina taught me how to sing. I had a lot of fun... and at Gianni's (it was my first time). Lol.
Secretly, there's someone who doesn't realize that I kinda have the hots for them, but I'm about to tell them naughty, naughty things. Grrrrowl.
Cocaine is bad for you.
Ten more reasons why I need somebody new, just like you.
I think I'm content where I am. And that's scary. Who would've ever thought that I'd be happy being me? I think it had something to do with recording today, but I was kinda like "Shit, I am one crazy guy, but that's cool... that's what makes me me. It's OK that I spent 20 takes on the drum track, cause then I walked away (albeit tense) feeling relieved and like I had accomplished something. That's a great thing.
Anyway, nite!
Love you, -B
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[Apr. 12th, 2004|09:15 pm] |
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Holy SHIT I am exhausted! |
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